I'm on the verge of having a panic attack for many reasons. First, I still need to call the sub desk and fin aid. I still need to pay for my classes and order my textbooks!!! I am super broke. I still owe $80 on a store credit card bill but I will have to wait till next month to finish it off b/c I have no more money. I thought I had enough but I was still $80 short. I know I will have to pay interest again next month but oh well, hopefully I will have money by then. I do not like being this tight with money. There was no sub jobs either this week so no money this week. I still need to read my readings and answer questions before 8AM tomorrow, ugh procrastination!!!
I def won't be doing anymore online shopping unless it is for school. I already spent a lot on me this month and not to mention I still need to finish paying my bills.
I'm not looking forward to Halloween this year either. I have a big test the next and so I can't really be out. It is not like I go out anyways, especially with Ben. Waiting 2 years for Ben to do something with me is long enough, so this Halloween I will be studying and trying to have a good time when I am not studying. Last year, I wore a Batgirl shirt and Ben said he would wear a Batman shirt while he was at school. found out through FB he didn't wear it. He went as a nerd and posted a picture of him with a girl dressed as nerds and he made it his profile picture too. If Ben does invite me out for Halloween, which I doubt, I will decline. I need to study and 2 years is long enough for me to wait. Sadly, I am getting tired of waiting around for Ben.