So I am trying to get many things done on my list to do. I e-mailed my professor about an ESL assignment and the site does not matter as long as it is approved by the university. I hope Ben's school is approved by the university. I also heard back from my academic advisor and now I am just waiting to hear from financial aid and hopefully they approve my appeal for fin aid or otherwise I wouldn't be able to afford my university. I will call them tomorrow and see what the status of my appeal is.
I Skyped with that OkCupid guy and Ben Thursday night. OkCupid guy wants to hang out in a couple of weeks and I don't know if I should or not. We are just friends and Ben is always hanging out with the opposite sex. Another part of me, doesn't want to because it would feel like I am cheating on Ben. However, Ben never asked me officially asked me to be his girlfriend. Also, we never really have date night and haven't had one in a couple of months. In addition, I don't want to miss out on an opportunity because I wasted my time with Ben. When I talked to Ben, he just said the usually of how he missed and how we will hang out "soon." I wouldn't be surprised if "soon" is my birthday, which I am not looking forward to. It won't feel genuine if Ben does invite me out for my birthday and this is the first time I have seen him in a couple of months because to me, it will feel like he is just making an effort because it is my birthday and feels obligated to. I can try to trick him again like I did for my last birthday.
It is so hot right now. It is 108 degrees. I am glad the air is on because it would be hard to get things done without feeling hot and sweaty. I have so much to read and I was hoping one of my textbooks would have came by now so I can start reading but it hasn't! All my other books have arrived expect for the one I really need! I need to read 4 chapters by Wednesday night for my class. My professor did tell us to e-mail her if we wouldn't have the textbooks in time. If I would have know it was going to take this long, I would have e-mailed the prof and I ordered this book on the 7th!!! Ugh. Hopefully, it comes tomorrow!!!