These last 24 hours have been full of surprises, not necessarily bad (or at least not yet-hopefully not). So the most recent was how I had posted something about on my profile page about one of my teams losing and being eliminated from the World Cup. I was seeing who had liked my comment and saw quickly my ex had liked it. Seriously, my ex! I didn't see his profile page picture real good since it was a glimpse and I had logged out quickly to regain my emotions again. I'm not reading more into him liking my comment. It is just a like and nothing more. He has moved on and so have I. I have noticed that he doesn't cross mind that much like in the past. I'm glad, I'm starting to find myself again, which is all I ever wanted really.
The next surprise was how Ben never sent me any messages about the game. Probably since he has deleted his account and now doesn't see the comments I make about World Cup games. I never saw this coming. I wonder why he deleted his account. Maybe he knows I look at it and wants to hide the fact he goes out with other people all the time! I haven't heard from him since Friday and he has still yet to invite me out on a date night. I'm leaving for vacation at the end of the week too. Looks like he forgot and is busy with other people...sigh :/
I don't want to check my school e-mails and find a bad surprise. It is bad enough I am once again going to have trouble with fin aid and last a check one of grades was missing. I don't know if the prof has yet to turn in grades or what. I'm worried, I hope I didn't fail and have to repeat the course. I know I am going to have to e-mail the prof soon and have been lagging it. I'm just afraid to know what is the reason for the missing grade.
And lastly, for my favorite surprise. So before I go to bed, I like to pray to St. Jude and often I pray for him to pray for me to reconnect with my old friends. A few ago one of my friends messaged me. I was so happy too and just last night the same thing happed too. I couldn't sleep so I went to check out an upcoming anthropology show fan page by one of my hero's. I just wanted to see what the show was going to be about and if any new information was out about it. I had liked the page and wrote a post to the host of the show, my hero. Before I was about to log out, I respond to a message that one of my friends sent me and quickly saw I had a new message. Thinking it was the same friend because he is in a different time zone and continent, I was surprised to see that it was from someone else, and not just anyone else...to be continued....