These last 24 hours have been full of surprises, not necessarily bad (or at least not yet-hopefully not). So the most recent was how I had posted something about on my profile page about one of my teams losing and being eliminated from the World Cup. I was seeing who had liked my comment and saw quickly my ex had liked it. Seriously, my ex! I didn't see his profile page picture real good since it was a glimpse and I had logged out quickly to regain my emotions again. I'm not reading more into him liking my comment. It is just a like and nothing more. He has moved on and so have I. I have noticed that he doesn't cross mind that much like in the past. I'm glad, I'm starting to find myself again, which is all I ever wanted really.
The next surprise was how Ben never sent me any messages about the game. Probably since he has deleted his account and now doesn't see the comments I make about World Cup games. I never saw this coming. I wonder why he deleted his account. Maybe he knows I look at it and wants to hide the fact he goes out with other people all the time! I haven't heard from him since Friday and he has still yet to invite me out on a date night. I'm leaving for vacation at the end of the week too. Looks like he forgot and is busy with other people...sigh :/
I don't want to check my school e-mails and find a bad surprise. It is bad enough I am once again going to have trouble with fin aid and last a check one of grades was missing. I don't know if the prof has yet to turn in grades or what. I'm worried, I hope I didn't fail and have to repeat the course. I know I am going to have to e-mail the prof soon and have been lagging it. I'm just afraid to know what is the reason for the missing grade.
And lastly, for my favorite surprise. So before I go to bed, I like to pray to St. Jude and often I pray for him to pray for me to reconnect with my old friends. A few ago one of my friends messaged me. I was so happy too and just last night the same thing happed too. I couldn't sleep so I went to check out an upcoming anthropology show fan page by one of my hero's. I just wanted to see what the show was going to be about and if any new information was out about it. I had liked the page and wrote a post to the host of the show, my hero. Before I was about to log out, I respond to a message that one of my friends sent me and quickly saw I had a new message. Thinking it was the same friend because he is in a different time zone and continent, I was surprised to see that it was from someone else, and not just anyone else...to be continued....
Sunday, June 29, 2014
Tuesday, June 24, 2014
Questioning Ben
The other day I saw Ben's page and no surprise he was tagged at some type of restaurant club with some girl. And it was last Friday too!!! This explained a lot. For starters, I had texted him and he didn't me back till after 2 AM, probably just getting home too. He couldn't at least take the time to send me a heart message?! He texts and talks on the phone all the time when we are out on date night. It also explains why last week he suggested date night between Tuesday-Thursday. It looked like it was a nice place too that he went to. -_-
When I first met Ben, I remember how he would tell me how he was a romantic and the kind of things he does with dates. He would take girls dancing and nice restaurant because he thinks taking girls to a chain restaurants on a first date is not romantic. He did take me to a comedy club on our official first date and sadly that is about the only nice place we have been too. I thought this restaurant he took me once was nice but then I saw he had been there before with someone else and that stung.
Looking at his profile page hurts. He is always hanging out with someone other then me and always at these amazing places that I have never been to and would like to with Ben. Besides the comedy club, he hasn't taken me anywhere that has really impressed me. Our dates are just like any other dates that I have been on with other people. At least I am going out of the country in a couple days. It will give me a chance to clear my head. I am not saying anything to Ben because I did tell him before and I want to see if he is actually remembers and schedules in a date night before I go. If not, I will have a lot to think about.
I thought Ben was the one but now I am not sure. I wanted to make us officially this summer and introduce him to my family but how can I when we barely hang out as it is. My family will definitely not be impressed with Ben if they met him and notice how little we go out for being the summer time.
I want someone to chase me and swept me off my feet. Someone who is romantic and remembers little things about me. I have not really seen that in Ben lately and it is making me question our relationship. Does Ben want me to chase him or something? I have a lot to think about with Ben and our supposedly relationship.
When I first met Ben, I remember how he would tell me how he was a romantic and the kind of things he does with dates. He would take girls dancing and nice restaurant because he thinks taking girls to a chain restaurants on a first date is not romantic. He did take me to a comedy club on our official first date and sadly that is about the only nice place we have been too. I thought this restaurant he took me once was nice but then I saw he had been there before with someone else and that stung.
Looking at his profile page hurts. He is always hanging out with someone other then me and always at these amazing places that I have never been to and would like to with Ben. Besides the comedy club, he hasn't taken me anywhere that has really impressed me. Our dates are just like any other dates that I have been on with other people. At least I am going out of the country in a couple days. It will give me a chance to clear my head. I am not saying anything to Ben because I did tell him before and I want to see if he is actually remembers and schedules in a date night before I go. If not, I will have a lot to think about.
I thought Ben was the one but now I am not sure. I wanted to make us officially this summer and introduce him to my family but how can I when we barely hang out as it is. My family will definitely not be impressed with Ben if they met him and notice how little we go out for being the summer time.
I want someone to chase me and swept me off my feet. Someone who is romantic and remembers little things about me. I have not really seen that in Ben lately and it is making me question our relationship. Does Ben want me to chase him or something? I have a lot to think about with Ben and our supposedly relationship.
Sunday, June 22, 2014
Summer Break and No Ben
Already a couple weeks into my summer break and nothing much has changed, especially between Ben and me. We haven't hung out once yet but yet he has been hanging out with other people ALL THE TIME!!! Ugh, it makes me so mad when I look at his profile page and I see him tagged at places and/or pictures, especially with other girls too!!! I know guys can have friends that are girls but still it sucks because we are supposedly in a relationship and it does not feel like it. To me, it feels like we only hang out when it is convenient for him. Did I mention that our last date night was in March too! However, he did apologize the other day how we haven't hung out this summer and that he wanted to hang out this week but no shocker that he didn't invite me anywhere. And if it were not for the World Cup going on, I probably wouldn't hear from him that much. The only time we really talk is when one of my favorite teams is playing and I post something about the game on my page. He probably could care less about the World Cup if it weren't for me. I'll give him some points for at least trying to show an interest in something that I like.
I know I shouldn't really complain about him not always spending time with me since he does help me out when I really need him the most but is it wrong to ask for a little more "us time!?" There are other guys who want to hang out with me and I decline as usual. At this point though, I should probably keep my options open. For all I know, Ben is cheating on me, since at times it does feel that way. I feel like I am just a convenient girlfriend he has just to show off when needed or have available when he has no one else to hang out with. I do not even feel like a girlfriend. A part of me wants to tell him how we should see other people, even though he might already be doing so. It isn't fair for me having to wait every month for one date night (if I am lucky). A few months ago I wanted to have a date night but he told me how he has other people he needs to hang out with too! Seriously?! What is wrong with you Ben?! And what is wrong with me for staying in whatever this is between Ben and me?! He also said that to me during our date and how he also had to decline other people who wanted to hang out with him so he could be with me. -_ - And when summer comes to an end, it is just going to be worse. I will be busy with school and he will be busy with work. Fridays he will want to show his school spirit and want to go to the Friday night football games wherever he will be working at. Ben might invite me to one if I am lucky just to show me off but I have never been a fan of going to games since they are usually at night and in the fall season when the temperature is freezing me. It is hard for me to be out in the cold and not be doing anything. It also wouldn't be my idea of a date night either. We could do something after the game but I'll probably be to numb and tired to want to do anything afterwards.
I told Ben a few weeks ago how during the summer we should go to this museum and see the new exhibition. I really want to go, especially with Ben, but he probably doesn't even remember that I said that. It wouldn't surprise me if either if he already saw the exhibition. He goes everywhere with other people except for me. At least his profile picture right now is just a selfie of him. I think he got my message when he had a profile picture of him and one of his friend girls. When I saw that, oh boy did that set me off! We barely hang out and then my profile picture at the time was a picture of us. And yet he has to remind me of our lack of date nights nor comment or at least like the profile picture! So I immediately changed my picture to one of me with someone other then Ben. I also posted on a couple of guys wall and ignored a couple of his messages. Looks like I need to this again.
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Responding to a Status
Why is it the only way I can get Ben's attention these days is through social media? Why?! I was missing Ben on Sunday and reflecting on how much he has done for me and wanted to make it up to him this weekend but he did not respond back to me until yesterday- only after I had wrote on someone's wall, changed my profile picture and started to make plans with someone else.
Last night, I was responding to someone's status and saw that Ben had once again changed his profile picture. His new profile picture was him posing next to some girl who was not tagged. He changed it last Tuesday too the day he helped me with my projects. It was before we met up, but still, I just had changed my profile picture about 2 weeks ago and he never said anything nor tagged himself in the picture like I was hoping he would too. I am slowly trying to make us official on social media by first changing my profile picture to us but apparently Ben could care less and probably refers to me as his girlfriend whenever it is convenient for him, like with his close guys friends, etc. So I changed my profile picture to an old one where I am posing with some Ranchero singer. No point of having a picture of us when he doesn't even at least like the picture of us as my profile picture. No sooner had I logged off that Ben sent me a text telling me how he missed me and wanted to hang this weekend. WTF Ben?! Why is it that the only way I can get your attention is writing on your "competition's" wall and changing my profile picture. It made me mad and I'm still mad because here I am trying to make up time with him and spend more time with him and he literally schedules me in when it is convenient for him. It isn't fair to me too and sometimes I feel like I deserve better. I started making plans with that one guy I mentioned earlier that I had met online since I keep blowing him off for Ben. Here is a guy who wants to hang out with me while I always decline him for Ben and I even keep my weekends open for Ben who only hangs out with me once a month and even tells me that he has other people that he needs to hang out with too when I try to schedule another date night, like last week for example. How does he expect me to introduce him to my parents when he doesn't even spend that much time with me to being with and my parents are the type to judge over everything so him only hanging out with me once a month will not win any points with them. So IDK what I am going to do this weekend, I think I might just have a "me" weekend and just go to the gym all weekend and lay around the house in my PJs. I don't know if I want to hang out with that guy from online since I'll probably be thinking of Ben. And I don' t think I want to hang out with Ben to send a message that I deserve more then a once a month date night. But I doubt that will have any effect on him since he always has someone to hang out with. Why does my love and social life suck?!
Sunday March 23 7:49PM:
Me: <3
8:01 PM
Me: My love lets do something this weekend :)
I miss you
Monday March 24 7:46 PM
Ben: <3
Okay let's do something this weekend :)
I miss you
-Really, you miss me?! You have a funny way of showing it!!! Also, you are just now responding to me after I just commented on some guy's wall who used to like me and whom you consider your competition from school and after I changed my profile picture that used to be us too. Yeah...you really miss me.
9:29 PM
Me: <3
-I waited to respond to him just like he did and didn't even respond to hanging out since I already started making plans with someone else and because I am mad at him for blowing me off always and responding only after I was on social media.
March 25 12:02 AM
Ben: <3
2:54 AM
Me: Me 2
-Now I am just going to me my messages short and blunt because that is what I do when I am mad/upset and respond to him way later since that seems to be the only way I can get his attention these days since it has worked before in the past.
Last night, I was responding to someone's status and saw that Ben had once again changed his profile picture. His new profile picture was him posing next to some girl who was not tagged. He changed it last Tuesday too the day he helped me with my projects. It was before we met up, but still, I just had changed my profile picture about 2 weeks ago and he never said anything nor tagged himself in the picture like I was hoping he would too. I am slowly trying to make us official on social media by first changing my profile picture to us but apparently Ben could care less and probably refers to me as his girlfriend whenever it is convenient for him, like with his close guys friends, etc. So I changed my profile picture to an old one where I am posing with some Ranchero singer. No point of having a picture of us when he doesn't even at least like the picture of us as my profile picture. No sooner had I logged off that Ben sent me a text telling me how he missed me and wanted to hang this weekend. WTF Ben?! Why is it that the only way I can get your attention is writing on your "competition's" wall and changing my profile picture. It made me mad and I'm still mad because here I am trying to make up time with him and spend more time with him and he literally schedules me in when it is convenient for him. It isn't fair to me too and sometimes I feel like I deserve better. I started making plans with that one guy I mentioned earlier that I had met online since I keep blowing him off for Ben. Here is a guy who wants to hang out with me while I always decline him for Ben and I even keep my weekends open for Ben who only hangs out with me once a month and even tells me that he has other people that he needs to hang out with too when I try to schedule another date night, like last week for example. How does he expect me to introduce him to my parents when he doesn't even spend that much time with me to being with and my parents are the type to judge over everything so him only hanging out with me once a month will not win any points with them. So IDK what I am going to do this weekend, I think I might just have a "me" weekend and just go to the gym all weekend and lay around the house in my PJs. I don't know if I want to hang out with that guy from online since I'll probably be thinking of Ben. And I don' t think I want to hang out with Ben to send a message that I deserve more then a once a month date night. But I doubt that will have any effect on him since he always has someone to hang out with. Why does my love and social life suck?!
Sunday March 23 7:49PM:
Me: <3
8:01 PM
Me: My love lets do something this weekend :)
I miss you
Monday March 24 7:46 PM
Ben: <3
Okay let's do something this weekend :)
I miss you
-Really, you miss me?! You have a funny way of showing it!!! Also, you are just now responding to me after I just commented on some guy's wall who used to like me and whom you consider your competition from school and after I changed my profile picture that used to be us too. Yeah...you really miss me.
9:29 PM
Me: <3
-I waited to respond to him just like he did and didn't even respond to hanging out since I already started making plans with someone else and because I am mad at him for blowing me off always and responding only after I was on social media.
March 25 12:02 AM
Ben: <3
2:54 AM
Me: Me 2
-Now I am just going to me my messages short and blunt because that is what I do when I am mad/upset and respond to him way later since that seems to be the only way I can get his attention these days since it has worked before in the past.
Sunday, March 23, 2014
I Need a Miracle...Like Fast! :/
I need a miracle. I officially started grad school this week and already I feel overwhelmed and behind. I still need to buy textbooks, do my homework/assignments, and respond to e-mails. I need to pay for my classes by April 1st or 2nd and that is coming up soon. I applied for financial aid but have been having issues with it and just found out on Friday that I applied for the wrong one so now I am worried about how I am going to pay for the two classes I am enrolled in. I was going to take 3 but it cost to munch and I wanted to ease my way into taking more classes since you have to get an A or B in the class in order to pass. Also, my classes are web based so being not tech savvy I wanted to see how it goes. Hopefully I'll be done by next year and find a way to pay for my classes. I missed the information session for paying for classes because of work. I'll probably end up taking some sort of loan but I just don't what kind yet. I'm splitting the cost of the books with some people so that will help but some books I do need to buy myself since they are actual physical textbooks. I am already counting down the days till June 8th when my classes will be over with. I am also looking into other ways to bring in cash, such as substituting more, looking for the things to sell, and even those get paid cash to read e-mails. I don't think I'll make that much but it is worth a try. Why is school so expensive!? :/
I saw Ben on Tuesday (3/18) and he helped me edit my video clips for school. It was the first time I've seen him since our last date night. It was sweet that he dedicated the whole night to helping me with my projects because I don't think I could have done it without him and it was spring break. I wished they didn't take long because I was too tired to have a romantic evening afterwards and I ended up going home after we got something to eat. Hopefully, we can have date night next weekend, I wanted date night this weekend but he has plans with other people as usual. I really want to make it up to him since we didn't really have a chance to celebrate his birthday, Valentine's Day and date night. I was going to bring it on Tuesday when I saw him but I didn't want the chocolates and HK marshmallow pop to melt.
So for now I'm trying to get much as sleep as possible since I haven't had a decent sleep since getting expected. I've been having a hard time sleeping because I worry about meeting deadlines, losing internet connection, computer crashing and how I'm going to pay for classes and course material!!!
I saw Ben on Tuesday (3/18) and he helped me edit my video clips for school. It was the first time I've seen him since our last date night. It was sweet that he dedicated the whole night to helping me with my projects because I don't think I could have done it without him and it was spring break. I wished they didn't take long because I was too tired to have a romantic evening afterwards and I ended up going home after we got something to eat. Hopefully, we can have date night next weekend, I wanted date night this weekend but he has plans with other people as usual. I really want to make it up to him since we didn't really have a chance to celebrate his birthday, Valentine's Day and date night. I was going to bring it on Tuesday when I saw him but I didn't want the chocolates and HK marshmallow pop to melt.
So for now I'm trying to get much as sleep as possible since I haven't had a decent sleep since getting expected. I've been having a hard time sleeping because I worry about meeting deadlines, losing internet connection, computer crashing and how I'm going to pay for classes and course material!!!
Friday, February 14, 2014
Valentine's Day
I woke up this morning around 4:30ish but kept hitting the snoozed button but eventually got up around 5. I woke up early to finish my penguin garland, the owl Valentine's day cards and candy heart wreath. I made a candy heart wreath and wrote messages with puffy paint on Monday. I wrote things like "Be mine," "xoxo," etc. Then I glued them on a paper plate and set it off to dry. Next, I glued wiggly eyes on the two owl cards I made and the 6 penguins for the garland. Then when the eyes were dried I hole punched the penguins wings and hearts and alternated heart and penguin as I pinned them together. I ended up having six penguins and eight hearts. The push pins (I think that's what they are called), held the garland up nicely to wear I almost didn't need a lot of string to hang it on the gate. I then placed it in a box so I can find everything I needed to decorate Ben's house easily. I then got inspired to use the extra hearts I had left over and hot glued string on the back to make heart ornaments to hang somewhere. I also hot glued string to the wreath and placed them in the box afterwards. Lastly, I wrote messages on my owl cards. One said: "Whoo do I love? Answer: You." the other: "Whoo do I want to be my Valentine? Answer: You." I later found an owl message online after I wrote it too that said, "Owl love you forever." That would have been cute to used too! And something different to write other then "You." I did sign the cards to and write "I love you," in case you were wondering. I wasn't sure if Ben wasn't going to work today since he has been sick these past couple of days. But he kept sending Valentine's Day messages throughout the morning so I figured he was sick at home.
I wanted to decorate his home before work but I ended up doing errands that took longer then expected so I had to decorate Ben's house after work. So to my dismay, when I came back to my car the balloon I had bought for Ben popped :( because it was hot. Had I know that I would have brought it inside with me to work to avoiding popping, so next time I plan on using a balloon, I will keep that in mind.
After work, I went straight to Ben's house to decorate. I saw his car so that made me excited because I could decorate that too if I wanted since I had extra hearts and painting tape which is easy to remove. It also meant he was home to and I didn't have to worry about something happening to the decoration. I first used the heart ornaments I made and decorated his sago palm tree and also the branches of some sort of plant with them too. I also put the red owl card and candy wreath on the sago palm tree too. I couldn't find my scissors (of course something has to go wrong!!!) but ended up not needed them so I couldn't cut the string and tie the garland around the gate, which was find because I could tape it to the gate if I wanted and the tape seemed stronger then the string. I was also a little scared of putting the garland on his gate because I didn't know who was home and many of his neighbors were outside and watching me. I taped the garland to the side of his car which looked really cute and better then I expected. I think it looked better on the car then the gate. I placed the pink owl card on the other side of his car on the antenna. The penguin garland look so good on the side of the card and I was pleased with how my plan turned out. My Valentine's Day plan turned out better then expected, minus the balloon popping but oh well, there is always next year! Even his neighbors came to look at the decorations as I left to go back to my car. Before I drove off, I sent him a message that said to look at his car.
I wished I could have seen his face expression as he came outside. I left because I didn't know when he would see that text since he was sick and been sleeping pretty much the whole day and I didn't when he would go outside. Had I know he went outside a few minutes later, I would of stayed. It was hot and I wanted to beat the traffic and there was a lot that day too! He sent me picture colleges later with him and the Valentine's Day decoration, such as him holding the decorations and his decorated car. At home, I watched WALL-E like last year expect this time I wasn't mad at him though I did raise an eyebrow when I saw a girl had posted a Snow White Valentine's Day picture with a the caption "Somebody snow White wants to be your Valentine." I don't about this girl since being a girl I know girls can be sneaky. She might just being saying how Ben and her are good friends and all but really she wishes they were bf and gf! She's always writing on his wall and the pictures I see of Ben and her she is always next to him when it's a group photo and usually has an arm on him...hhhmm...I might be overacting but I doubt it. Why would she send a Valentine's Day message like that. I am going to have to take tons more pictures of us and tag him! But at least Ben was my Valentine's <3
I wanted to decorate his home before work but I ended up doing errands that took longer then expected so I had to decorate Ben's house after work. So to my dismay, when I came back to my car the balloon I had bought for Ben popped :( because it was hot. Had I know that I would have brought it inside with me to work to avoiding popping, so next time I plan on using a balloon, I will keep that in mind.
After work, I went straight to Ben's house to decorate. I saw his car so that made me excited because I could decorate that too if I wanted since I had extra hearts and painting tape which is easy to remove. It also meant he was home to and I didn't have to worry about something happening to the decoration. I first used the heart ornaments I made and decorated his sago palm tree and also the branches of some sort of plant with them too. I also put the red owl card and candy wreath on the sago palm tree too. I couldn't find my scissors (of course something has to go wrong!!!) but ended up not needed them so I couldn't cut the string and tie the garland around the gate, which was find because I could tape it to the gate if I wanted and the tape seemed stronger then the string. I was also a little scared of putting the garland on his gate because I didn't know who was home and many of his neighbors were outside and watching me. I taped the garland to the side of his car which looked really cute and better then I expected. I think it looked better on the car then the gate. I placed the pink owl card on the other side of his car on the antenna. The penguin garland look so good on the side of the card and I was pleased with how my plan turned out. My Valentine's Day plan turned out better then expected, minus the balloon popping but oh well, there is always next year! Even his neighbors came to look at the decorations as I left to go back to my car. Before I drove off, I sent him a message that said to look at his car.
I wished I could have seen his face expression as he came outside. I left because I didn't know when he would see that text since he was sick and been sleeping pretty much the whole day and I didn't when he would go outside. Had I know he went outside a few minutes later, I would of stayed. It was hot and I wanted to beat the traffic and there was a lot that day too! He sent me picture colleges later with him and the Valentine's Day decoration, such as him holding the decorations and his decorated car. At home, I watched WALL-E like last year expect this time I wasn't mad at him though I did raise an eyebrow when I saw a girl had posted a Snow White Valentine's Day picture with a the caption "Somebody snow White wants to be your Valentine." I don't about this girl since being a girl I know girls can be sneaky. She might just being saying how Ben and her are good friends and all but really she wishes they were bf and gf! She's always writing on his wall and the pictures I see of Ben and her she is always next to him when it's a group photo and usually has an arm on him...hhhmm...I might be overacting but I doubt it. Why would she send a Valentine's Day message like that. I am going to have to take tons more pictures of us and tag him! But at least Ben was my Valentine's <3
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Everything is Awesome
Had a blast for Ben's birthday. I let him picked what we were going to do for his birthday, because it was his birthday after all his birthday even though he did ask if there was anything in particular that I wanted to do. I wonder if he was referring to the concerts at the museum since they were having one. I didn't suggest it because I wasn't that interested in seeing the bands that were playing then I was in January. I suggested dinner and a movie which he was fine with since he was hungry and he did want to see a movie after all. We went to one of his favorite restaurants since he said he was in the mood for their salads that was all you can eat with all you can eat cheesy bread. The restaurant was packed and we waited for about 45 minutes to get seated but I didn't mind since it gave us a chance to catch up. After we were seated and had already had our orders served it was funny because there was at least 9 birthday celebrations and one marriage proposal going on. I had them sing Happy Birthday to Ben too even though he didn't want it but secretly I think he did. Plus we got a lemon sherbet to share. We went to the movies afterwards and he opened his present before the movies because it went with the theme of the night. I had given him his present when I met up with him and he said he wanted to open the present towards the end of the night. I did offer to get his present from the car while waiting for our table. So he opened his present before the movies and he loved the Ra figurine and owl Huichol figurine and laughed when he was the movie theater gift card since we were at the movies. I was going to save that for Valentine's day but thought it would make a better birthday gift. He said he wanted to put those figurines on his desk when he became a teacher. One of my favorite parts of the night was when he wanted to take pictures because he said his students didn't believe him that he had a girlfriend even though I could of pointed out that he hasn't officially asked me. While we were waiting to be seated I asked him what he wanted for his birthday and he said he got everything he wanted so far which was me <3 and an electric razor. He said he also wanted a car charger for his phone which I had actually thought of giving him but the one I had wasn't for iPhone 5s and also a Lego keychain but didn't see any I liked online and a Lego picture frame but the ones online were really expensive. We ended up seeing the Lego Movie since he wanted to see and it would give me something to talk about with the kids I work with too. It was actually a good movie and by the end of the night I was amazed how much I really know Ben and how much we have in common. I also went to the stores today and couldn't find any wiggly eyes in any of them. I went to one of those dollar stores and saw so many balloons. You can buy a balloon arrangement with 7 balloons and tied to weight and had a note saying $8 worth of items but I wonder if they also charge for inflating them at the cash register but I don't what time Ben comes home on Fridays and there's a chance someone might take it. I did see one of those little balloons on a stick so maybe I can buy one of those before this week so I don't have to worry about it come Valentine's Day. I don't where I am going to put it in my plan though. At his house? With the stuff I got him? And I still need to finish my garland too!!! This is going to be a stressful week I can tell, I have homework I need to do, work stuff, getting in shape, finishing Ben's Valentine's Day stuff, and wondering if I got accepted to grad school or not.
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